There is nothing more relaxing than the sound of rain. It helps in the removing of stress that builds up as lonely days transpire.
Lately its come to my attention that when it rains, my thoughts become coherent, and it shifts into a more straightforward process for me to know what it is that I want out of life.
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Have you ever wanted something out of a specific relationship but don't know how to make it happen? I'm sure we all have. And it sucks. As human beings, when we don't know of certain things, we retort to the terrible outcome of over thinking.
God, what a terrible nuisance it is to over think every situation, most specifically, relationships. Because when we stupidly retaliate to that, EVERYTHING goes wrong. For example, a girl doesn't want nothing else but to become friends with a guy that she is ridiculously compatible with, by over thinking this, she says the wrong things, scares him and her perpetual plans of happiness are crushed into tiny pieces.
Lately its come to my attention that when it rains, my thoughts become coherent, and it shifts into a more straightforward process for me to know what it is that I want out of life.
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Have you ever wanted something out of a specific relationship but don't know how to make it happen? I'm sure we all have. And it sucks. As human beings, when we don't know of certain things, we retort to the terrible outcome of over thinking.
God, what a terrible nuisance it is to over think every situation, most specifically, relationships. Because when we stupidly retaliate to that, EVERYTHING goes wrong. For example, a girl doesn't want nothing else but to become friends with a guy that she is ridiculously compatible with, by over thinking this, she says the wrong things, scares him and her perpetual plans of happiness are crushed into tiny pieces.
Ok maybe that last phrase was over exaggerated on my part...
Not only a simple circumstance like that but everything else. And things like these usually come to be conceived by none other than the female species...
Though men are guilty of this as well, us females are a more common candidate of ridiculing ourselves in front of the animalistic world of the average day man.
The question is, why do we bother? Well, satisfaction. In the end, what we seek is the feeling that we succeeded at something, or worked hard to make ourselves feel superior instead of helpless and weak. As humans, this desire is inevitable. And as women, the desire is, well...greatly needed.
Men on the other hand find satisfaction very easily, though the majority would stubbornly deny it. They don't understand how hard it is to be a woman. And yes, I do realize that I state the obvious. But everything does come harder for us: puberty, pressure, sex, children, parents, relationships, jobs, independence, self-esteem, a simple f*ck, the list could go on for countless hours.
Face it, us women are emotionally f*cked up! We are train wrecks! For some of us it would be easier to just grow a penis...for the rest I'm sure that we are too damn proud to admit defeat into the world of schmucks*.
So what has the rain helped me fathom?
Well...I would rather over think every condition that I am in, than just settle for the "normal". It signifies who I am and even though sometimes things go wrong, I learn from that.
In cases such as these, I don't mind not being a schmuck*. As a woman, I exaggerate and maybe my exaggeration can lead me to big things. Take me places I have yet to explore...people I have yet to scrutinize with.
If you get my drift, hehehe.
The sound of the rain can accommodate a girl's state of mind. That is, if she is willing to listen to the whispers of wisdom it bestows, though in truth, I'm sure it is wisdom we all have already fraternized with....
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